~Heart Broken~

[sweetleaf998]

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[atrb=cellpadding,0][atrb=cellspacing,0][atrb=style,width: 300px; padding: 10 20 20 10;] lost without you fallenstorm, warrior of windclan Fallenstorm blinked his eyes open as the sun rose up in the sky. The sunlight woke him up every day, mainly to the fact the he slept out in the open, rather then in dens. The gray tabby tom say up in his mossy nest, letting out a soft yawn. He glanced around, seeing a couple nests were empty. Thank Starclan he sighed in relief. Sometimes the tom slept in late becuase he was so caught up in his vivid dreams. His heart ached as he remembered his mate, Kaillie. In the dream, they'd been sitting on the edge of Windclan territory by the stream. Her light brown tail had been entwined with his gray tail, it had felt so real. They'd been starring at the beautiful sunset, it had reflected arcoss the water. Making the calm, clear waves an asortment of pink, and purples. Fallenstorm shaked his head, the call of a noisy raven snapping him out of his thoughs. Get it together, he told himself though he knew that would never happen. He'd always be heart-broken, aching to actualy see his mate again. "Oh Kaillie," he murmured, his heart pounding. He definitly was lovesick, love sick over a mate he could never see again.

[cheskat5]

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[atrb=style, background: url(http://i53.tinypic.com/6zbjon.jpg);] [style=text-align: left; padding: 0 0 0 10; font-family: helvetica neue; font-weight: 100; font-size: 45px; color: #000000; font-style: italic; border-left: 10px solid #ffffff; text-shadow: #ffffff 1px 0px 0px;]fate is so blinding[/style][style=background: url(http://i54.tinypic.com/20qj803.jpg); width: 100px; text-align: left; padding: 10 10 10 0; float: left; margin-right: 5px; margin-top: -5px; border-right: 10px solid #ffffff;][/style][style=border-left: 10px solid #ffffff; width: 93%; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 11px; line-height: 13px; text-align: justify; color: #5d5d5d; padding: 0 5 10 5;]Emberkit awoke quietly, not making a sound. Her blues eyes opened gently and she was depressed to realize that she couldn't see, as always. The tortoiseshell tabby had just stirred from a dream, a wonderful dream. She was running across the territory, colors of all kinds filling her gaze during this beautiful time of year. Her coat ran freely as she sprinted alongside her brother. She was the warrior she literally always dreamed she could be. But as she woke up, the sudden realization hit her again; she'd never be able to be a normal warrior. Even if she did try to follow that path, she'd need special training and it require just too much effort to try and fit in with everyone else. The objective of becoming the medicine cat was much easier and pleasing. She had never liked the idea of hurting other cats to gain something for herself anyway. The pretty she-kit padded out of the nursery and heard her father murmur something. "Oh Kaillie." Emberkit padded over, zoning in on his scent. " Daddy, who's Kaillie? " The young trtoiseshell cocked her head in questioning. tagged :: Fallenstorm notes :: "Who's my mommy?"

[sweetleaf998]

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[atrb=cellpadding,0][atrb=cellspacing,0][atrb=style,width: 300px; padding: 10 20 20 10;] lost without you fallenstorm, warrior of windclan As soon as his lips uttered those words "Oh Kaillie," he knew it was a mistake. Most of the clan knew about his loner mate, and the half loner kits. But Fallenstorm had yet to actually tell his kits about their mother. The gray tom jumped when his kit spoke up from behind him. "She's um..." the warrior was at a loss for words. Should he tell Emberkit about his mate, about her loner mother? The tom stood silent for a moment, trying to figure out what to do. Finally he murmured "Kaillie, is your m-mother." Kaillie's kits deserved to know about their mother. And if he didn't tell them, someone else is the clan eventually would.

[cheskat5]

Sept 20, 2011 20:52:52 GMT -5 cheskat5 said:

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[atrb=style, background: url(http://i53.tinypic.com/6zbjon.jpg);] [style=text-align: left; padding: 0 0 0 10; font-family: helvetica neue; font-weight: 100; font-size: 45px; color: #000000; font-style: italic; border-left: 10px solid #ffffff; text-shadow: #ffffff 1px 0px 0px;]fate is so blinding[/style][style=background: url(http://i54.tinypic.com/20qj803.jpg); width: 100px; text-align: left; padding: 10 10 10 0; float: left; margin-right: 5px; margin-top: -5px; border-right: 10px solid #ffffff;][/style][style=border-left: 10px solid #ffffff; width: 93%; font-family: helvetica; font-size: 11px; line-height: 13px; text-align: justify; color: #5d5d5d; padding: 0 5 10 5;]The pretty torbie blinked, trying to imagine her father with this Kaillie. It was hard to believe that her mother had such a strange name. " So, Kaillie's my mother? Why does she have such a weird name? " Maybe her mother looked like her! Not that she coudl see what she looke dliek int eh first place... tagged :: Fallenstorm notes :: "Who's my mommy?"

[sweetleaf998]

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[atrb=cellpadding,0][atrb=cellspacing,0][atrb=style,width: 300px; padding: 10 20 20 10;] lost without you fallenstorm, warrior of windclan Fallenstorm's gray tabby tail twitched with uncertainty. He would've liked to tell Emberkit, but there seemed to be no right way to put it. "Your mother's name is so weird because, well um." Fallenstorm crouched down to look at his kit, she looked so inocent and she was inocent. Would telling her that her mother was a loner upset her, anger her, make her confused? There were so many diffent outcomes, so many different things that could go wrong. He didn't want to loose Emberkit or Adderkit. Both of his little ones reminded him of their mother, and he felt a heart broken whenever he looked at Adderkit's siamese pelt or Emberkit's blue eyes, which he was looking into right now. The kitten's eyes looked so similar to her mothers light blue eyes. An image of Kaillie formed in his head, but he shook it out. This was no time to be lovesick, he had something rather hard to say to his kit. "Your mother is a loner." he said softly, curling his tail around the kit.